Cesse Nervosa Shardae

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Character Name;; Cesse Nervosa Shardae
is now entering it's all in yer mind

About You;;
behind the RPer

Name: Livvy
Age: 13
Years of Rping: 1 since I “started” 3 months since I got really serious about it.
Contact: [e-mail] (make sure the “s” is lowercase, or it will go to another email that doesn’t work)

ID Tag;;

Alias: Shadowed Rose, Blind Mag
Name: Cesse Nervosa Shardae
Gender: female
Orientation: White (German, Irish, Russian, and verylittle Choctaw Indian
Real Age: 80
Physical Age: 20
Species: Vampire
Sire: The man who had been just about the closest thing she’d ever had to a father figure, Zach.
Religious Affiliation: Roman Catholic
Wealth: around 10K at her disposal right now
Job: Her sire was loaded, and when she had said she wanted to go out in the world, to explore on her own, he gave her 5K. She also did various jobs for people, from tracking down someone/thing to sneaking into an environment and getting information, over time making the added 5K

Dear Diary;;

Specialties:
1.Fighting
2.Sneaking into places
3.Tracking
4.Accelecnt reading skills
5.The list of Vampire powers stated, minus the ones with the a *’s

Summary:
She’s relatively good enough at fighting to defend herself, she doesn’t truly just study one type of art, but took an all-around self defense class. When she fights though, she prefers using her nails, which are more like claws, her teeth, and she’ll kick around a lot. (Most of her muscle is in her legs) She is a little chameleon, she’s most of the time able to sneak in to anything (as in pretend to belong to the group) and use her “god-given powers” (her bust, obviously, and that lovely little pheromone trick) to get the information she wants. She very rarely has needed to use the mind control. Of course she always uses her super-sensitive nose, and excellent hearing for tracking down prey, or hunting down around for an area. She has mostly been traveling to libraries all over the world, teaching herself to read the languages by getting a basic grasp of the language, then building from there. She can currently speak English, Spanish, Russian, German, Arabic, French, Latin, Dutch, Greek, and Chinese.

She, when unable to do so otherwise, will use her mind to talk to them with her mind, but in just little sentences to convince them that they want to help her, and want to do whatever she asks them to.
Weakness:
1. Can be too trusting at times (but only with Vampires, that crap doesn’t work with humans anymore)
2. Her size
3. She can sometimes be easily fooled…sometimes.
4. If unfamiliar with an area, she can get lost easily.

Summary:
When she was still human, she had been very trusting and open which has indubitably caused her abuse by her father. She had grown to trust Zach, who had found her in a back alley way after she had run away, escaping the abusive house hold before her father knocked her unconscious. Eventually he became the father hers should have been, but he taught her to be little stronger hearted. Her size is also diffidently a weakness, as she’s only 5’3, which is short due to her parentage. Although, since her center of gravity is lower to the ground, this could also be an advantage, since she’d be able to maneuver faster then some big, bulky person. She can also be easily fooled at times, and of course that’s never good. It also goes hand in hand with the trusting too easily, though it’s gotten a little harder to get her to trust someone now a-days, but if they really wanted to, and spent enough time and dedication to the cause, they could get her to, and then could lead her astray, though there are some lines she is too stubborn to cross, no matter how much she “likes” you. If she is unfamiliar with an area, she can get lost easily, making her unable to stray out of distance of her house, or where she’s staying, when she first gets there. After she gets familiar with the area around her house, she’ll get familiar with an area that’s north of her, and continue going north until she’s satisfied with her range in the Northern part, then go to work the same way with the East, South, and West.

Appearance;;

Hair: Black
Eyes: Grey
Height: 5’3
Marks:She has this design on her eyes;

Race: White
Skin Tone: a little darker then liquid paper
Body Type: curvy, yet athletic
Clothing Style: Anything that blends in with the crowd… From a some-what skanky clubbing outfit that barely passes dress code, to a pin stripe business suite, although mostly just jeans and a tank top/v-neck sweater with a tank top underneath.
Footwear: anything that matches her outfit, but mainly cowboy boots (with the spurs) or athletic tennis shoes when she’s wearing her jeans and tank top/sweater outfit.

Summary: Her hair is a long, dark, midnight black, down to her waist, with a slight wavy to it when left untouched(think Piper Halliwell’s hair) or pin straight when ever she feels like straitening it. Also, her hair is THICK, her grandmother used to joke that she had enough for 3 grizzly bears. She normally has it down, or in a pony tail, (90% of the time it’s in a pony tail it’s in a high ponytail) She will also pull her hair back in a pony tail, then curl the stands, and throw them over one side of her shoulders for formal events. When hunting, she sometimes has it in an “upside down bun” where she has it in a bun, but instead of flipping the down when putting the rubber band in, she flips the hair up, with the “extra” hair hanging over the bun.
Her eyes are a stormy grey, and do they have a glare! During the rare occasions that she does glare at someone, they should be grateful that ‘if looks could’ is only an expression
She is somewhat short for her genetics, since the females in her mother’s side of the family where around 5’5-5’8, while the males on both sides of her family where around 6’6-6’8.

She has some odd little intricate design oh her eyes, but they really have no meaning; She just wears the mark because she thinks it looks good. Her skin is ultra pal, and oddly reflects in the moonlight, making it look sort of like silver. There’s no denying that she’s “curvy”, but by no means is she fat; she’s of a healthy weight, it’s just that she has boobs and well defined hips (and lots of it)although she is slightly on the skinny-er side, her body is also toned as well. Most of her muscle is in her legs, because that she rides horses all the time, or rather, she did before she moved to New York.


Her clothing style is whatever it needs to be to blend in. But if she’s not sneaking around someplace, then she mainly just wears jeans, tank tops, or v-neck sweaters with tank tops. Most of her shirts/sweaters/dresses are low enough that there is a good view of her throat and collar bone, but almost no cleavage is shown. Jeans are normally at the waist, and flared, dark wash or medium wash. You can tell which jeans she likes the most by how ratty they are. Her favorite pair is almost past it’s time, with paperclips up to the knees on the side Hem, and duck tape covering up the large holes on the knees. The nicer they look either she just bought them, they are reserved for looking “nice” or she doesn’t like them. Her sweaters normally go down to about her butt, maybe a little longer.

Personality;;

Likes:
1. Animals
2. Male human Blood
3. Night

Dislikes:
1. Female blood
2. Sunlight
3. Hunters

Flaws:
1. She’s to trusting, although not as much as she used to be.
2. She is convinced Teeth can explode, see below for more information.
3. Although she doesn’t like hunters, she doesn’t try to avoid detection from them.

Summary:
Cesse absolutely LOVES animals, but mainly dogs, cats, and horses, which is only natural since she grew up on a ranch her whole life. Since she became a vampire, she has found that she prefers human male blood to human female blood, it tastes a little tarter, and isn’t sickeningly sweet. She likes the night, always has, even before she was a vampire. Just something about the way she was wired, I suppose. Cesse doesn’t like things that are sickeningly sweet, so she avoids feeding of females whenever possible; It just makes her dizzy and nauseated. She obviously doesn’t like sun light, since it will burn her, but she had normally avoided the sunlight when she was a human as well, more then likely due to the fact that her pale skin burned easily. As well, she doesn’t like hunters, since, hello, she’s a vampire, and hunters kill vampires. Very self-explanatory. Her flaws are that she’s still a little to trusting; but not so much so as she had been. But anyone dedicated to the cause can get in. Proof is in the fact that she seems to not mind sharing her food with others, so long as they are willing to wait for her to finish. She also has a morbid fear of exploding teeth… This has carried on from her human life; When she was a human, she point blank refused to eat something hot, then cool off with something cold immediately afterwards, same for vice versa. She backs it up with the fact that heat and cold make things expand and contrast, and has this scenario; Your in a board room, getting a job interview, and take a drink of coffee, then follow it up with some ice water because the coffee was very hot...Then BOOM! Black filling all over the board room!
Her flaw with the hunters is that, she sees no reason to go out of her way to avoid them. She doesn’t kill her food, no reason for them to come after her. Plus, she’s convinced the flight over fight will save her sorry ass.

Background Check;;

Family Members: Dad-died 40 years ago, mom-died in child birth
Birth Place: Dallas, Texas
Childhood: Everything
Transformation: not “willing”, since she was unconscious, but she was happy that Zach had given her a way out.
Prey; Male humans, they taste better. The very thought of drinking a females blood would make her want to hurl But, due to her sire’s training, she has enough control to not kill so long as she feeds at least 5 times a week.
Fang Power: She doesn’t know it yet, since she’s never wanted to, but if she wants to turn someone into a Vampire, she just has to WANT to turn them while feeding.
Other Transformation: Bite them, the venom does the rest. (But only if she wants it to, she has to want to change them BEFORE she starts feeding, otherwise it doesn’t work.)
History:
Maria, Cesse’s mother, had always been a fragile woman, even for her 5’6 frame. Cesse had been born in the Winter months, December 24th, specifically speaking. The cold weather and exhaustion from child birth had been too much for Maria to handle, and she had gotten pneumonia and died. Her Father, Christopher, had become unstable afterwards, and always blamed Cesse for Maria’s death. He began to abuse Cesse to the point that he would knock her unconscious. This had continued until she was about 16, when she had run out of the house, and had collapsed from the blood loss.

Zach found her, broken and bleeding on the ground, and had taken her back to his house. He had attempted to heal her, but it became apparent that if he didn’t do something, and soon, she was going to die. Until the very last seconds, he kept on trying to get the bleeding to stop, but, when it was make it or break it, he bit her throat, and then sat back while the venom did its work. When Cesse had finally awoke, he had explained everything to her, about how she was now a vampire, but only because she would have died if he hadn’t turned her, that she could get away form her father (it was common knowledge that her father beat her, but no one ever did anything.) If she decided to stay with him and her “siblings” which where Zach’s 5 other fledglings, all male.

She had decided to grab the moment of opportunity, and life had been much kinder to her then it had in the past. Although she didn’t go to all the fancy parties and such, she had enjoyed life quite a bit more then she had before. Zach had taught her how to hunt without killing someone. So the years had gone by, without much of a change, until Cesse was prowling around one night, and saw a teenage girl being chased down some men, who where more then likely going to rape her when they caught her. Cesse had then decided she was going to try protecting those who couldn’t protect themselves. (But of course that doesn’t make her a saint) The girl had thought that Cesse’s rescue had just been an odd once-in-a-lifetime thing, but Cesse had just about dedicated herself to protecting the girl every night since then. And she had blinded the males (literally plucked out their eyes) who had tried to attack the girl, her “brothers” thus nick-named her Blind Mag.(M=Male A=ass G=Grabbers) Cesse had also taken on a few other charges, all of whom had been saved from a dangerous situation. None of them knew it, but Cesse had taken it upon herself to become their guardian angel, of sorts. The first girl had died a few years ago; Cesse had never known her name. She had been saddened by the loss, but not horribly so. That was what old people do; they die. Since her charges had all been around the same age range, they had died soon after. She then wanted to go to a big city, where she would be able to be even more efficient in her guardian skills, since that there would be more people. Besides, she was still a young adult, and the big city life was just appealing for her turn down. After getting some cash from Zach, she had run off to New York City, and had become a “spy” of sorts. Since she was able to watch behavior patterns, she knew how she was expected to act in each environment, and adapted accordingly. She worked with both sides, not taking any sides either, she was a neutral party, so each thought she was loyal to them, and to them alone.
Code Words:
Do the mash Potato, do the Twist

Mad Skills;;

(Cesse from another site;;;I wasn’t feeling muse for the past week, and kinda want to get going on this site…)
Cesse sighed and leaned back in the chair, sorting through her memories as she attempted to answer Persephone's question on the generations; she barely understood it herself, because there where so many differnt ways a gernation could appear. She heard the question of if she could take notes, and Cesse laughed.
"Ha! What is this? Interview with the Vampire?! But sure, I guess it couldn't hurt. Just don't publish it as a book. Might as well get comfortable, this will take a while...Where to begain..Well, I supose with the generations;
My father's sire was one of the first vampires ever, one of the few orginals, but he died a long time ago. A few enturies before he died, he changed my father, making him a seond generation. My father was his only fledgling, and he had only changed my father so he would have someone to carry out his line. By then the other origionals had several fledlings, some seperated from them for whatever reason, become the first generation of whatever line they had. And so on, so now we have several differnt lines, with differnt beliefs, ect., when before there where very few.

After my father's sire died,and he never told us how he died, he met my mother, and then chaged her, with her permission of course. That made her a 3rd generation..wait..that makes me a fourth generation then..oh well, anyway; They had my sibligs and I, all roughly within the same century, I being the youngest at 130 years old. To settle the differnce between what generation the vampire children would be, the head Vampires said that whatever the older genartion was, or I guess, youngest, don't think about it to much, would be the generation before the baby. Which ment that, since my parents where a 2nd and 3rd generation, my mother was the lastest generation of the line, that we would be 4th generation. Make sense?

I was born sometime around 1870. Texas had been re-admitted as a state after the civil war a few months before I was born...My family had owned farms in Texas, Idaho, and Washington, and moved around from place to place, to avoid suspiction when nobody was aging what with everyone being scared about demons, and being very big on religion and all that.

And that was how my life had been for the next 100 years...Moving place to place ot avoid supcision, hunting well out of the range of where we live, so that it was unlikely that anyone would be able to match my discription; Being taught not to kill, to avoid exposure; Surviving the Witch Trials by completely removing ourselves from society, Miricaulosly surviving the Great Depression.
I tried to help in 9/11...We where in New York, and I tried to freeze the building, which, would be a mighty big task, because I can just now start to freeze a whole room.

My mother thinks that I did, if only for a millionth of a second, she told me that even if I couldn't save everyone who had died, I had at least saved a hundred peoples life by that fraction of a second frozen.

And then, 30 years ago, I was almost kidnapped and more then likely would have been raped by the men who had tried. There had only been two, and they had been human, so it had been rather easy for me to fight them off, and I blinded both, to keep them from trying to harm another girl, who wouldn't be able to save herself.

Now, don't go getting this notion that I'm good and all that jazz, because I'm not; I only do what I feel like doing; But anyway, when my brothers found out, they tracked the men down and did..horrible things, not that I minded too much...As a joke they called, and still call me, Blind Mag, although how they came up with mag, I have no idea, they said it stood for Male ass Grabber, but it still makes no sense to me. I find it funny now, but back then...Not so much; I know that they where just trying to help lighten my mood but...Oh my; Haha, I'm sorry, you asked for some history, not my life story."
Cesse laughed quietly.Woops, She had gotten carried away there, hadn't she? She looked at the clock; Well, class wouldn't start for a while yet, so she had nothing to worry about.
"I've still got a while before classes start, so if you have any questions or anything, that my little story didn't tell you, I'm still willing to answer them."

[Isi Runasimi]

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