Ballroom Blitz

[Urjasz Volkova]

When I am seen.
I am feared.
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Like anyone who had been wronged in the past she wasn't going to let a few minor details stop her getting her revenge one day. That was the good thing about being immortal; you had all the time in the world. Granted there was a risk of them meeting their maker if left too long, although they were forever doomed to from the moment they wronged her. He only knew her given memories and what she had told him. His only assumption was that they had been killed. It was unlikely that she would shout that fact about. Some people could use the word where as others would rather just leave them as missing from their lives. In Urjasz's own life there was no one left alive from that time. He never knew what happened to some of his friends and he sometimes wondered about looking up their children and their grandchildren just so he could see something that reminded him of them.

Instead of cutting in like many would, she listened to his entire statement before speaking, clearly taking it all in before she would answer. "Sometimes the best decisions are the ones based on instinct. I don't like to think of myself having earned a place at yourself. No. It feels more like it was always mine, it was just a matter of time for me to find it. And more importantly. I don't know why I went to the station today. Perhaps to see it differently to everyone around me. But there you were. You could of gone anywhere. The city has endless places to go. But you came to me. In a place where I lost so much I was given one person important enough to compensate me for all eternity and still have some left space." Returning her kiss, he lifted her slightly and slid himself back inside her, holding her tight.

Slowing thrusting his member inside her, he kept it at a casual pace, kissing her and keeping eye contact once more. "I will be at your side. I will defend you to the death. You are my new cause in life and I honour those always. So tell me, when do I get to meet the family?" With a grin, he gripped her behind with both hands giving it a slight squeeze and pulling her close to him. He just wanted to keep making love to her, his seed still fresh from the previous session. His body was going into overtime to keep him working but he wasn't complaining. He could keep going all day if it was needed, though it would take longer each time. What an excellent excuse in his mind. He would always be loyal to Anastasia and the family but now he had a chance to do his own thing. Perhaps he could mix the two. "How does living in a mansion sound?"

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[Taryn Rosalee James]

Taryn Rosalee James
Those flashing lights come from everywhere
The way they hit her I just stop and stare
She's got me love stoned
Man I swear she's bad and she knows
I think that she knows

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She listened to him speak and it was like something inside her just clicked in to place. He was her other half, he was what she’d been waiting for. Her life after death had been such an empty void of just nothingness and now she knew why. She was waiting for him. It had been all jumbled in her mind until he’d put it in to perspective. She could have gone anywhere with her wounds and gotten help. She remembered eyeing a bar that helped shifters and even a nearby clinic, but she still went down in to the subway. She thoughts she was going to die and the last place she’d see was a dirty New York subway, until he walked up beside her. Taryn smiled and shook her head, but before she could say anything, he pulled her close and entered her body once more. She let out a very happy sigh and pulled herself closer to him, wrapping her arms a little tighter around his neck, once again running her fingers through his hair.

He moved inside her and spoke softly to her. "I will be at your side. I will defend you to the death. You are my new cause in life and I honour those always. So tell me, when do I get to meet the family?" He grinned at her and gripped her ass, which she loved. “As I will defend and honor you, Urjasz.” He moved inside of her and she let her head fall back with him taking the lead. Her body rocked with his as the pressure built inside her, driving her closer to that perfect moment when her body would explode from the inside out. She lifted her head and looked in to his eyes as hers changed to the bright blue of her wolf eyes. "How does living in a mansion sound?" She smiled at the question loving that he was thinking about her living with him while they were in a position like this. “I’ve lived all over this country and I’d go anywhere else as long as you were with me.” She said to him as she kissed him again, lifting herself off his shaft and then dropping back down to him, teasing him playfully.

STATUS-> DONE
STARS-> TARYN AND URJASZ
MUSE-> GOOD
LOCATION-> PRIVILEGE
WARDROBE-> i42.tinypic.com/10mlo5l.jpg
CREDITS-> Banner and layout by LiViNGDEADGiRL aka ME xP

[Urjasz Volkova]

When I am seen.
I am feared.
_______________________

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Caught up in the moment, she was barely speaking, just simply enjoying his body's movements. As was he. The talking and the actions between them was tightening the bond between them in his eyes, mixing everyday with the special moments. "Good. Then it is so. We are to be a happy couple" he triumphantly declared, a truly happy smile on his face. She teased him as she rode him, but quickly returned the control back to him. Their blood was still on their skin and it turned him on even more. Death and sex had always been considered a similar thing, going as far back as the ancient Greeks. "We should arrange for me to meet the pack soon. You may of chosen me, but they need to know if they like me too. The mansion is ideal; it's housed many organisations and armies in the past. A pack is but a new adventure to be had within."

Deciding that there was a little too much talk and not enough action, he pushed her away before pinning her to the floor, her arms held up over her head. Kissing her neck before her lips, he slid into her slowly at first. Stroking his hands down her arms towards her body, he moved them around behind her back, pulling her close as he began to thrust hard and deep once more. This was their first night of passion; it may as well be the best sex ever. With a deep thrust, he came to a halt, deep inside and spoke before a thought could enter his mind. "Tell me, do you have any fantasies? I would love to be one tonight." Everyone had a fantasy, it was just a matter of finding people who would do it with you. Urjasz himself quite liked to dominate, often crossing the thin line between sex and violence.

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[Taryn Rosalee James]

Taryn Rosalee James
Those flashing lights come from everywhere
The way they hit her I just stop and stare
She's got me love stoned
Man I swear she's bad and she knows
I think that she knows

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He spoke of meeting her pack, their pack, as he thrust in and out of her, sending her mind in almost too many directions. “They will accept you, because I have chosen you. The trust my judgment, but you should meet them as soon as possible none the less. The same goes for moving the pack. They trust me, and that I will do what is best for them. Having us all in one place will be better than having us spread out.” Her mind started to distract from the activity at hand and it was then that he chose to remind her exactly what they were doing. He pushed her to the floor, pinning her arms up and over her head as he entered her slowly. Taryn bowed her spine as he wrapped his arms around her, thrusting hard and deep inside of her. They had held a whole conversation while in the middle of sex and not once lost their rhythm or their passion for each other.

Her wrists burned under his weight and it excited her even more. Her inhibitions were down and her walls were slowly following with every touch from him. She was letting herself be vulnerable to him and in doing so, she’d opened once again the path to his mind. "Tell me, do you have any fantasies? I would love to be one tonight." He asked her outloud, but through his thoughts she saw what his fantasy was and it brought a slow, sly smile to her face. “I’m always in charge, always have been. You’re my other half. You’re the one that can let me give up my carefully protected control and I know I could trust you not to kill me.” She pulled her hands free of his and scratched her nails down his arms, watching the trail of blood that followed her fingers. Just watching him bleed had the wolf in her moaning out through her human mouth with such pleasure. “Take my control from me and use it against me. Make me hurt in all the right places.” She wanted him to dominate her like he’d imagined, because she was tired of being in control. She wanted to be tossed around, bruised, battered and fucked within an inch of her life. She smiled seductively at him, giving him that ‘Come and get it’ look that woman have down to a tee.

(hahaha its too bad their still on the floor of a nightclub. Should not have left her place lmao)

STATUS-> DONE
STARS-> TARYN AND URJASZ
MUSE-> SUPERB LOL
LOCATION-> PRIVILEGE
WARDROBE-> i42.tinypic.com/10mlo5l.jpg
CREDITS-> Banner and layout by LiViNGDEADGiRL aka ME xP

[Urjasz Volkova]

When I am seen.
I am feared.
_______________________

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Already too far into making love to reply to her comment about the pack, he decided to discuss it once they had finished once more. He would need to speak to Anastasia first but otherwise it should be fairly simple to arrange. Inside he got that familiar tingle and before he knew it she had seen his one true fantasy. There was a fine line between attacking and rough sex so he paused for a moment, watching her slice his arm slowly. Starting off with a basic rough move, he pulled out and flipped her over. Pulling the back of her hair, he pulled her up towards him and pushed himself deep inside her. Taking her deep and hard, he held her head back with the hair, using the spare hand to drive hard inside her. After pulling her close he put both hands on her back shoulders and pulled his claws down her back slowly.

Turning to look at the wall, the idea of scaring the next room made him chuckle and he pulled her up off from the floor. Holding her by the neck with one hand, he kissed her lips, letting the moment do all the talking. He had no intention of truly harming her but he loved her for letting him have his moment. With a kick off the ground, he pushed her against the wall of the room hard with a loud thud. Pulling her legs up and open, he pushed himself inside her, lifting her up off the ground and using her own body weight to get in deep. Kissing her passionately, he was kissing her all over her body, neck and lips. Going hard once more, he was truly pounding away against her body but like before, he wanted to get into her mind, the idea of its power appealing. With his waist he pushed up into her and pushed her body against the wall with his waist, pinning her arm up over her head. "Now tell me, what fantasy do you have?" he demanded, the grin on his face showing he was majorly turned on.

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[Taryn Rosalee James]

Taryn Rosalee James
Those flashing lights come from everywhere
The way they hit her I just stop and stare
She's got me love stoned
Man I swear she's bad and she knows
I think that she knows

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He took her from behind and her wolf growled out her human mouth. She could feel him all the way up her body as he thrust deeper and harder inside of her. He grabbed a handful of her hair and she whimpered in both pleasure and pain. She felt his hands run up her back and she pushed up against them, loving the feel of his hands on her skin. But, as his hands came back down, claws dugs in to her skin and she lowered her head taking the pain for what it was, fucking amazing. Taryn heard him laugh and went to look back, put his hand came around her throat and pulled her in to a searing kiss. Her heart was in her throat and she was loving every single second of this. It was hard for her to relinquish her control, but she wanted him to dominate her. She wanted to feel his hard thrusts inside her and to know that he could kill her at any second with only his bare hands. It was exhilarating and was bonding them tightly together at the same time.

He pulled her up by her throat and slammed her hard against the wall behind them. Her breath was panting and she smiled at him as she caught sight of her blood running down his hand. He forced her legs over and himself inside her as he kissed her passionately. She kissed him back, taking a second to bite his lip letting him know she was still as strong as him. He kissed down her neck and over her chest as he pushed harder inside her. With every thrust inside her, she clamped her walls down tight around his shaft, holding him inside her as long as she could. Once again, he had her arm pinned up above her head, but it was okay, because being held down by him was becoming one of her new favorite things. "Now tell me, what fantasy do you have?" He demanded from her and she could see the need in his eyes. She often forgot that she was rare in her ability to see other wolves thoughts and she had pretty much cheated by looking for his fantasy.

Taryn bent her head forward and kissed him fiercely. Her tongue stroked his as she projected to him her fantasy, like a movie playing on a screen. She showed him the two of them racing through the woods, both of them in wolf form, running full out. He was chasing her. She blew by trees, under branches and over bushes as he followed close behind her. She slowed her pace slightly and he leapt on top of her, taking her body to the ground. She used her hind legs to launch him off of her, throwing him in to a near by tree, cracking it at the base. Urjasz’s wolf was up in a second and back on her. She felt blood spray from her muzzle as he landed on her. Her wolf eyes looked in to his as she pushed him off again and shifted her body back to her human form. Urjasz followed suit, the both of them now naked, bloodied and dirty in the middle of the woods. Taryn ran her tongue over the side of her mouth, cleaning a small amount of the blood off her mouth, but leaving most of it. Urjasz was on her in no time, kissing her hard, tasting her blood on his tongue as the kissed. “Urjasz..” She moaned his name as he entered her body with his own, taking her hard, their adrenaline still pumping fast from the chase.

STATUS-> DONE
STARS-> TARYN AND URJASZ
MUSE-> SUPERB LOL
LOCATION-> PRIVILEGE
WARDROBE-> i42.tinypic.com/10mlo5l.jpg
CREDITS-> Banner and layout by LiViNGDEADGiRL aka ME xP

[Urjasz Volkova]

When I am seen.
I am feared.
_______________________

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She loved to use her mind instead of words as much as a cat would love to play with its food. Now that he knew, she didn't try to hide it anymore and it was tightening that bond even more. The fact that she was relaxed and being herself around him in such a short time made it seem all that more real. Smiling, he kissed her hard and nibbled on her neck, pulling her legs around him as he began to pound against her once more. So she wanted to be in the woods. That meant travel and time. It wouldn't hurt to finish up here first and then do that. It'd give him a chance to refuel, as it were. Whipping around, he threw her to the floor safely and pushed himself inside her once more, deep and hard as usual. Kissing her, touching her, pulling her close, he got deep as he exploded inside her once more, the pace slowing as he held her close.

"The woods it is then. If we head back to mine, I'll get my car, we'll drive down. Get to know each other whilst we travel. And then my friend, we shall take this to a whole new level." Kissing her on the forehead, he pulled out of her and stood up, stretching slightly. Looking around, he did a quick "ah" and went to a table, taking a box of tissues off it. Cleaning his member, he threw the dirty tissues in a bin and passed the box to Taryn. "I heard someone call it protein stains. To me, it's jizz in your clothes stain." Chuckling, he kissed her once more and wiped the sweat from her forehead. Picking up his clothes, he was catching his breath after that session. He began to dress back up, but he couldn't take his eyes off her. He loved the fact one minute he could be fucking her, the next casually talking. Especially when he knew there was more to come.

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[Taryn Rosalee James]

Taryn Rosalee James
Those flashing lights come from everywhere
The way they hit her I just stop and stare
She's got me love stoned
Man I swear she's bad and she knows
I think that she knows

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Him finishing inside her left her breathless. Normally, sex without a condom was a big no no for Taryn. It wasn’t that she could contract an STD, because she couldn’t, it was the personal factor. She didn’t want some random wolf’s semen inside her body, it was a disgusting thought to her. But, with this wolf, all bets were off. He was something entirely different to her. "The woods it is then. If we head back to mine, I'll get my car, we'll drive down. Get to know each other whilst we travel. And then my friend, we shall take this to a whole new level." He said as he kissed her forehead and pulled himself out of her. As soon as he was out of her body, she felt the shock of emptiness but she quickly buried it away. He looked away, grabbing a box of tissues and wiping himself clean. He passed the box to her and she cleaned herself up as well. "I heard someone call it protein stains. To me, it's jizz in your clothes stain." He said to her laughing as he kissed her again. ”Your such a smooth talker.” She said, laughing with him as he wiped the sweat from her forehead.

Taryn stood up and grabbed her clothes from the floor. She made quick work of getting redressed but took her time with reapplying her weapons. Her outfit had never been more important that access to her guns and knives, so she took more care with them. She could see him out of the corner of her eye, watching her every move as she finished dressing herself and slipped in to her leather jacket. Taryn turned around and kissed him hard, “Where to now?” She asked him. She’d had a plan at the beginning of the night, but suddenly watching shifters fight each other wasn’t nearly as appealing as seeing Urjasz’s bedroom. She smiled at the thought but didn’t share it with him. She was happy with her decision and she was interested to see where he’d take her if she let him have the reigns.

STATUS-> DONE
STARS-> TARYN AND URJASZ
MUSE-> OK
LOCATION-> PRIVILEGE
WARDROBE-> i42.tinypic.com/10mlo5l.jpg
CREDITS-> Banner and layout by LiViNGDEADGiRL aka ME xP

[Urjasz Volkova]

When I am seen.
I am feared.
_______________________

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Laughing, he quickly responded to her remark on his speech with "I try. If you've got a yap as big as mine you need to try make some of it make sense." He went on to watch her dress back up, or as he saw it, re-arm. "Got enough weapons there? You'd think you were invading Russia with all that" he teased, taking out his pistol to show his weapon. And then his long hunting knife. And the small medical kit he always kept about. He had to be careful which he used, not all jars were full of healing items. "I'll have to show you my sword when we get to mine. My old friend Zakhar, who's sadly no longer with us, gave it to me as a gift before he passed away. If you ever see me with that, it means I know there's a fight coming. All this stuff is to get through the day. Let's just say recently I learnt that I could take down big prey with just these."

Eventually she was ready and he motioned to the door. Trying to remember if it was locked or not, he gave it a strong tug, accidentally breaking the lock itself. "Ah shit.... you didn't see that." Placing his arm around her back, he began to walk her out the room. "Walk to mine. It's only a few streets away. Maybe show you the bed there too. Then we head for your woods. I've got plenty in me. I feel like sharing" he stated, giving her a kiss on the cheek. They both stank of hard lust and it was setting him off already. After reaching the end of the hallway, he pushed his way through the crowds and they soon reached the door. Giving the bouncer a "I just got laid" look, he turned to look at Taryn as they set off down the street. "So, anything you'd like to know about me?"

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[Taryn Rosalee James]

Taryn Rosalee James
Those flashing lights come from everywhere
The way they hit her I just stop and stare
She's got me love stoned
Man I swear she's bad and she knows
I think that she knows

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"Got enough weapons there? You'd think you were invading Russia with all that. I'll have to show you my sword when we get to mine. My old friend Zakhar, who's sadly no longer with us, gave it to me as a gift before he passed away. If you ever see me with that, it means I know there's a fight coming. All this stuff is to get through the day. Let's just say recently I learnt that I could take down big prey with just these." He thought she was carrying too many weapons, she thought she wasn’t carrying enough. “I’ll be sure to remember that little tid bit.” She said to him as she zipped up her Jacket. “And I’m not invading anything, I’m just a girl who likes to be prepared.” She said to him with a smirk. He motioned to the door and she followed without a problem. He reached for the door knob and ripped the thing clean off. Taryn couldn‘t help laughing as he told her she didn‘t see that.

He placed his arm around her back, and began to walk her out the room.

[/I]"Walk to mine. It's only a few streets away. Maybe show you the bed there too. Then we head for your woods. I've got plenty in me. I feel like sharing"[/I] A seductive smiled graced her lips as he bent down to her kissing her cheek as she breathed in the scent of him. "I like a man that shares." She said slyly to him. She could smell herself all over him and him all over her. The wolf in her was happy with his scent on her, she’d been marked and she liked it. Urjasz pushed his way through the crowd, keeping her close to his side. Taryn caught a woman gazing a little too intently at the man by her side and she gave her a look that would have killed if it could. The girl slinked away in to the crowd and Taryn smiled with pleasure. She watched as the bouncer nodded to her and Urjasz and she thought about what had happened in the last hour or so. Taryn and Urjasz had gone from strangers in a subway to him holding her protectively at his side in less than a day. She shook her head at the insanity of it all.

The two of them set off down the street, his arm still around her as he spoke. "So, anything you'd like to know about me?" She tried to think of a single question, but there were just too many of them. Taryn wanted to know everything about this new man in her life. When wolves mated, it was for a lifetime and she wanted to catch up on everything she had missed without him by her side. “Where were you born?” She asked, starting out small. Her logical side was screaming so many questions she should have asked. Who was this family he worked for? What kind of business was he involved in? Who was that beaten girl she’d seen in his mind and had he done that to her. She wanted to ask all those questions and more, but somewhere deep inside, she already knew the answers. The man holding her at his side, protecting her, was a ruthless killer who had tortured many and killed even more. She wanted to ask about it, but she didn’t because even though she knew what he was, she didn’t care. He was hers now and that was all that mattered.
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STATUS-> DONE
STARS-> TARYN AND URJASZ
MUSE-> GOOD!
LOCATION-> PRIVILEGE
WARDROBE-> i42.tinypic.com/10mlo5l.jpg
CREDITS-> Banner and layout by LiViNGDEADGiRL aka ME xP

[Urjasz Volkova]

When I am seen.
I am feared.
_______________________

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Asking her what she would like to know was asking her to open a can of worms and tell him which one was her favourite. He didn't need to be a mind reader to see all the questions go through her mind as her facial expressions gave her away. Crossing the road with her at his side, he guided her in the direction of his home, his head turned to her in wait for her question. She began with a simple question and he wanted to chuckle, knowing that she wanted to know more. It would surely be a long night. He needed her to truly know what he was. He could not lie if he intended to truly commit. Never would he make the mistake of lying to a loved one. The last time he did, she had ended up dead through his lack of control. She most likely already knew, he had no idea what thoughts she had seen and he would have to ask her himself to discover.

"I was born in Gorzów Wielkopolski. It's in the West of Poland and I was born a human there. Forty Three years of my life I was human in that place. It was ideal really. Big city type town with two massive forests nearby. I lived in the city for some of my life, but after the death of my parents, I was forced to live in the Northern woods for many years, getting by as a hunter. It was there I was bitten. It's where I stayed at first after the change but there was a few.....incidents that made me leave. Ever since I've moved from place to place, going where ever work would take me. The world is too small to stay in one place forever. I'll be here for some time before you ask" he recalled, trying to expand on her question without giving her too much of a lecture. "What else would you like to know? I've got no secrets to hide."

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[Taryn Rosalee James]

Taryn Rosalee James
Those flashing lights come from everywhere
The way they hit her I just stop and stare
She's got me love stoned
Man I swear she's bad and she knows
I think that she knows

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She listened as he told her about his life before being turned. Poland was a long way from here and she wondered how long it had been since he’d been home and she smiled as he reassured her he’d be sticking around here for a while. "What else would you like to know? I've got no secrets to hide." She closed her eyes and let him lead her. Even though it had been hours ago, she could still see the vision of that broken girl from his head. “I saw her in your memories. The girl, Kyla, I saw her. She was bloodied and beaten, so close to death.” She stopped walking about pulled away from him, standing directly in front of him. “I know what you are, who you are.. And I still want to know about all of it. There aren’t any question I could ask you right now, because I want to know everything about you.”

Taryn cocked her head to the side and her mind went to all the bad shit that she’d done in her century. “I’ve got a closet filled up to the brim with the ghosts of my past and their skeletons. We’re not that different and right now, I only want to know the good parts of your life. There will be plenty of time for all the bad.” Taryn stepped back to his side and wrapped her arm around his waist, pulling him to start walking again. “Since you know that I was, were you married?” She asked him. The question was not out of jealousy, she was too old for that, it was mere curiosity. He’d mentioned a woman he’d loved once and that she had died in the same subway the two of them had just met in. Taryn was curious about her, about the woman that had stolen his heart. She had no delusions about love with Urjasz yet. They were simply drawn together on a metaphysical plane. It was something they couldn’t fight and neither of them wanted to. Love would come later, with time.

STATUS-> DONE
STARS-> TARYN AND URJASZ
MUSE-> GOOD!
LOCATION-> STREETS
WARDROBE-> i42.tinypic.com/10mlo5l.jpg
CREDITS-> Banner and layout by LiViNGDEADGiRL aka ME xP

[Urjasz Volkova]

When I am seen.
I am feared.
_______________________

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He should have expected her to probe him about Kyla, the most recent regret in his mind. Given the choice though, he wouldn't of changed the past. To him, history needed to stay as it was in order for the world he knows to remain the same. "Kyla was originally human and a friend to Anastasia, the fledgling of Daktari, one of the men I used to work with. So Anastasia wouldn't be lonely anymore he turned Kyla and she was more eager to work for the family than Anastasia had been. For awhile it looked like Kyla would become the fledging Daktari had hoped for in Anastasia, but it was not to be. Her first mission was to kill a suspected lover of Anastasia's. On two separate occasions she failed to complete the task given. Before she took the job she was warned failure would result in punishment. She had accepted the job, eager to impress."

Taking a breath, he sighed slightly before continuing. "It was for me to punish her and I did so by beating her so bad she retained scars afterwards, even with her ability to heal." As he spoke, the image of him burning out Kyla's eyes flashed through his memory, the savage beating still fairly fresh in his mind. "I know you want to hear the good things. But I am not a good man. I'm not evil either. I follow the orders given to me and I carry them out without hesitation. My only regret was that it was done where Anastasia could see her afterwards. The task she failed was given to me and it's been completed. Not that it mattered. Kyla went all rebel and went out her way to piss off Daktari. And now she's dead. Even after his death Daktari could still have her killed."

She asked him if he was married and it could only lead to more of his dark past. "The one person I ever wanted to marry I killed in cold blood. I had just been changed and I couldn't control it. She was too close when I changed and the beast took over. For years I blamed myself and eventually Zakhar convinced me that it wasn't. In that tunnel I met you, she had come back. A demon. Who'd of guessed eh? She killed so many. I couldn't kill her. We can't kill demons, only send them back. Zaros had to do it for me. So was I ever married? Not to a person. To my job ever since. I have to let you know now that if I am ever ordered to kill you, it must be done. Love or no love, that is my way of life. Now is your chance to leave me and find someone else if you want. You can't make me promise otherwise. Like I said, I'm no good man."

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[Taryn Rosalee James]

Taryn Rosalee James
Those flashing lights come from everywhere
The way they hit her I just stop and stare
She's got me love stoned
Man I swear she's bad and she knows
I think that she knows

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Listening to his story about Kyla was nothing compared to what he’d said last. The torturing of a young girl who’d disobeyed, that was they way of their world. She’d been warned of the repercussions of her failure and still she’d faltered. What he’d done to her was her decision as much as it was Urjasz. But, he’d added that he would kill Taryn herself if he was ordered to. That hurt. She pulled away from him again and looked him dead in the eyes. “You’d kill me, love or no love.” She shook her head, suddenly feeling that she’d made a grave mistake. Her inner wolf whimpered in pain as Taryn’s heart stopped in her chest. “To lead a pack, your loyalties must lie with us. I understand your loyalty to the Family that has given you so much, but what about you? You can’t even promise loyalty to the queen that has agreed to stand by your side.” She put her hand up on his cheek, feeling the scruff of his face on her palm. “You chose me, as I chose you. But, I can’t.. without your loyalty, we’d have nothing.” It was one of the most painful things she’d ever said.

Taryn let her hand fall back to her side and gave him a small smile. “Sometimes fate chooses incorrectly for us.” She couldn’t live with him and have to watch her back. Her mate needs to be someone she can trust, someone to take her life in his hands and protect it at no cost. She would never ask him to betray the Family he holds so dear, but she would also never take his life with her hands. “I understand how you work. Your loyalties lie with the family that gave you a purpose and I’m just a stranger you met in a subway station with a very dark history. Even though my insides are screaming at me to tell you that I understand that you would kill me if you had to.. I just can’t. I haven‘t known you long enough to ask you to change for me, so I won‘t. Good bye Urjasz.” Taryn turned on her heel and started to walk away. It was all on him now. She needed a mate to put her first, she needed Urjasz. But she kept walking still, hoping that he’d stop her before she got too far.

STATUS-> DONE
STARS-> TARYN AND URJASZ
MUSE-> GOOD!
LOCATION-> PRIVILEGE
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[Urjasz Volkova]

When I am seen.
I am feared.
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Pulling away from him, it was clear the love she had felt for him was quickly going. Rather now than ten years down the line he thought. A conflict inside was quickly growing. He was being torn by his own feelings and loyalties. From this moment he could not win. Stay by her side and he would betray any past feeling of loyalty, something that would eat him up inside. Leave her and he will of thrown away the one chance to take a chance at a settled life, which would also eat away. "It's not so much the family itself. It's Zakhar, the man I worked for. He was the closest thing to a brother I ever had and he died protecting a friend of ours. I was too drunk and hungover to even be there for his final moments. I swore that day that I'd swear full loyalty to the family in his honour. Or else I must end my own life."

She began to walk away from him, bidding him farewell, tearing his insides open. Calling out to her, he spoke in a raised but controlled voice. "Wait! You must not go just because I have an existing loyalty. I can be loyal to you. I will be. You're right to assume you can't change me. Even without the family I wouldn't. And it's not because I'm a dick. It's because the last time I changed against my will the person I loved died. Change is not always for the best. There is a simple way around this all. Swear allegiance to the family and they will have no reason to harm you. You keep all your powers, you just become an ally. And you get so much more back. Money. Power. A home for your pack. I can offer you so much. If you leave me here right now you'll have none of that but you'll forever have my heart. I can't give it to anyone else now. My loyalty to the family, my heart to you."

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