Stupid Fatty

[rowan kestrel amber]

God this thread has no better title than what its for. Okay so this girl named, Miranda. I used to be good friends with her at the start of the school year. Well guess. what I was tired of her fucking shit and how she was treating me like I was a pile of dog shit. What was worse was that she would laugh at someone who got their eye poked out with a pencil or a sharp objects. I'm sorry, but my friend David and I were messing around and he threw a pencil at me. Not on purpose, but she laughed at me because she thought it was funny. And for the fact that the two of them pick on me during German. That's really uncalled for. Seriously. The Bitch doesn't know when to stop and when to not do anything.

She seems to think she's better then everyone else because she comes from a rich family and shit. She gets new shoes every month. I get new shoes when they are on sale or its my birthday and my grandma takes me to go buy clothes as my birthday present. She buys food at the Decca aka Farmer's Market, because my high school is the home to the Farmers our mascot. And she buys my sister, her cousin Zack and herself food, and when I ask for something. What do I get? Nothing. I have to share with my sister. Do you think I like sharing with my sister? I mean come on I have to share everything with her. Sure Miranda has a brother, but she never sees him because he's out of the house, but Seriously. She should mind her own buisness when my sister and I fight during lunch. She finds it amusing.

Guess what. EVERYONE seems to like picking on me. And I mean not in a joking manner. They seem to think its fun to pick on a bookworm/mouse potato. Mouse Potato is like Couch Potato only having to deal with a computer. She seems to think like I'm some poor ass person who can't seem to get anything good. I have to earn everything. I don't get anything at the tip of my fingers just like that. I have to earn it. If I want a 120 G ipod for christmas. I have to keep my room clean for a MONTH. And that's hard for me, because I hate being clean even if my room is a bit of a mess I can always find something.

But get this. Today aka Wednesday during lunch Miranda the fat ass was picking on her cousin. Guess what I told her? "Will you two stop acting like kindergarteners?" And you know what she told me?? "No one cares what the fuck you think." Do you know how much that hurts that no one cares about my feelings or the things that I do? She's probably jeaslous about something and doesn't want to admit that I'm the better person out of the both of us. Sure I'm a bitch at times, but I don't constantly pick on people because its fun. I do it in a joking manner. Sure I'm rude and shit, but jeesh. If you have a problem with me. SAY IT TO MY FACE! Don't tell others that I'm the bitch in this situation. Because it just means your the fucking coward and that I'm the better person.

She doesn't even get to go on fun vacations. I've been to WDW and DL twice. Both parks of Disney twice. She's never been to one. And guess what. We had to save up for those trips. We didn't have save up for a month. We saved up for a few months to go to those four trips. And we were planning on going next summer, but the way the economy is going. It might not happen. So tell me. Who's the better person? Clearly not her if she still wants to act like a bitch. At most I keep to myself. The only time I don't keep to myself is when I'm on the computer, because I don't care what people think of me on the internet. I'm not going to go around and kill myself because someone makes me mad. Its pointless. Its the internet its not the outside world. And too think I want to help others out who are feeling down.

Seriously we had this program thing today about Rachel Scott. The first vitcim killed the in Columbine Shooting. Yea. It happened in my state when I was five years old. And I felt like crying because it was sad to hear that the gunmen that killed the 13 people were talking about doing something like that for a while. And to think my German teacher was there during the shooting. She said one of the shooters was a B average person. Why he did those shootings was because he was picked on or put down. Yea I'm not that kind of person but I felt like I wanted to rip Miranda to shreds because she's the bully here. Not me.

Its such a bummer i can't type this much in a RP post. Just a rant to release some anger and maybe I won't feel so horrible because I have nothing to tell someone about it besides my mom.