Post by lucifer on Sept 23, 2008 9:13:08 GMT -5
Lucifer;;
is now entering it's all in yer mind
is now entering it's all in yer mind
About You;;
behind the RPer
behind the RPer
Name: Not telling =P
Age: 19
Years of Rping: 4+
Contact: I prefer PM
ID Tag;;
Alias: Lucifer has no aliases, only nicknames. [Luce to friends and Lucy when they want to tease him.]
Name: Lucifer
Gender: Male
Orientation: Bisexual
Age: 21
Species: Human
Job: Currently he´s still living off of the money that Flavius gave him, but with Lucifer´s love for luxury, the money won´t last long. He´s looking into jobs which isn´t exactly easy since he´s not used to working and doesn´t like following orders. He´ll probably try working as a male model since he´s already gotten an offer from an agency.
Religious Affiliation: NoneDear Diary;;
Specialties:
1. Using his charm to get out of trouble
2. Skilled with knives and swords and knows how to use guns
3. Good night vision
Summary:
Lucifer has a way of charming his way out of tight situations with the help of his cleverness but also his looks [though he doesn´t shy away from blackmail either if charm doesn´t work]. Once he figures out what someone wants, he is more than capable of using it to get what he wants. So basically he is kind of a manipulative person when it suits him. When he goes mental, he doesn´t care who he hurts or kills, so then he´s at his most dangerous and a perfect killer since he feels no pity and regrets nothing.
He´s good at throwing knives and even better at fencing since he was taught how to do both by the vampire who raised him. He can also use a broadsword, though a rapier is preferable, since broadswords tend to be rather heavy. Using a gun is not an issue as well, but he doesn´t really enjoy shooting with a gun and learned and practiced it only out of boredom.
Lucifer also sees rather well in the dark, not as good as a vampire or lycan, of course, but better than most humans. This is mainly due to living with a vampire for many years, thus the night being his day and vice versa.
Weakness:
1. Unwillingness to kill
2. Fear of being abandoned [not being needed]
3. Rather slight built and lack of fighting experience
Summary:
It could be considered a weakness that he usually wouldn´t kill, since he´s not that malicious of a person [unless his sanity starts to slip, then he´s a ruthless killer]. Even if attacked and killing or causing some serious damage to the attacker would be the best defence, he would nonetheless try to cause as little damage as possible. Also he has great fear of being abandoned by someone he loves greatly and believes to be loved by them also. Being abandoned again would hurt him deeply and leave him a wreck since he really is more sensitive than he usually lets on.
Lucifer never had to fight for real, so he´s not really good at that. His only chance of winning an unarmed fight would be out of sheer luck at aiming the punches and kicks or a wonder. Also not being very tall or massively built is rather a disadvantage in fights, not the best combination to go with the lack of fighting skills.Appearance;;
Looks: Lucifer looks about his age, give or take a year or two.
Hair: Lucifer has long, smooth, gleaming blue-black hair, that reaches down to the middle of his back, or maybe just a little further. His hair isn´t evenly cut so some strands are longer and some shorter [mostly those around his face are shorter].
Eyes: His eyes are a clear sapphire blue colour and surrounded by thick, ebony lashes. These eyes can be very warm and friendly at times, but at others they can be cold as ice and hard as the gems their colour strongly resembles to, depending on the person he is dealing with or the situation at hand.
Height: Lucifer is about 5'8". Even though that isn´t all that tall he´s fine with it, since it´s not that small either. Besides, he doesn´t have to be tall to be noticed, his looks suffice.
Marks: He has a black tattoo of two black wings that reaches over most of his back.
Race: Caucasian
Skin Tone: Lucifer´s skin is very pale, building a strong contrast to his gleaming sapphire eyes and dark hair. The paleness is probably partly inherited but it´s also due to having spent many years living at night and sleeping at day, thus not having much opportunity to get a tan.
Body Type: Lucifer is slim, but muscular enough to be well built. He could hardly be called athletic but that doesn´t mean that he t have one hot body to look at. Besides a lean body goes much better with his face than a buff one would.
Clothing Style:
As far as clothes are concerned he likes to dress in black but also doesn´t mind some crimson, dark violet/purple or blue for a change now and then. Maybe even white for a change, now and then. Concerning pants jeans or leather is perfectly fine; if it´s rather tight, or skin tight, it´s even better. Similar with the tops, where he prefers ones that fit his body rather snugly. If he goes out at day, he tends to wear sunglasses if it´s sunny, since his eyes are rather sensitive to strong sunlight. Also he gets sunburned easily due to his pale skin, so he is most likely to wear a long sleeved shirt at day in summer to avoid that happening.. Somewhat mysterious, his appearance and beauty demand attention, no matter what he is wearing.
Footwear: Boots are his favourite footwear but dress shoes or ordinary shoes will do if they are better suited for the outfit and/or occasion. He prefers both types of footwear in black, real leather and polished to a shine.
Summary:
Lucifer has a rather wide, marble-smooth forehead and high, elegant cheekbones, combined with a straight patrician nose and a full, passionate mouth. All in all his face gives a somewhat noble, aristocratic impression. Even though he´s certainly ´just´ a mortal, he has something vampiric about him. It´s not exactly a conscious thing, just the effect of growing up among vampires and he isn´t even aware of it.
The only jewellery Lucifer always wears is a small silver earring through his left earlobe. Other jewellery he puts on when he feels like it and chooses what to wear according to the clothes he is wearing.
Mostly everything about Lucifer shows you that he wants attention, even if he wouldn´t go as far as asking for it. He likes being approached more than approaching others so his looks and the impression he gives are a big plus for him.Personality;;
Likes:
1. Music [listening to it and making it]
2. Fencing
3. Going out to party
Dislikes:
1. Strong sunlight
2. Boredom and not getting enough attention
3. Being underestimated and not shown the proper respect
Flaws:
1. Arrogant and an outright bastard at times
2. Letting his pride get in the way of things
3. His other side
Summary:
Lucifer likes good books and music [various types, from punk and rock to classical music; he plays the guitar and the violin]. He also likes to watch a good movie now and then and playing video games. If you look at it that way, he´s just a normal teenager. But on the other hand he also enjoys the theatre, opera and musicals, which maybe isn´t that typical but being raised by an old, aristocratic vampire can leave you with a taste for such things. Also, as mentioned before, he likes fencing very much. As for food, Lucifer likes to eat well and has nothing against exotic gourmet foods but also can´t resist something as simple as pizza. When he´s in a club or so he likes to drink cocktails, his current favourite being Zombie. Other things he likes are the night, the full moon, cemeteries, fog, old Victorian and gothic buildings and similar things.
Lucifer dislikes the sunlight since it tends to hurt his eyes if he isn´t wearing shades and also burns his skin quickly. Another thing he dislikes immensely is being bored, being lonely and not getting enough attention from the people around him. Also he dislikes not being shown the proper respect since he has quite an ego and demands to be given the proper respect. Only because vampires and lycans are stronger than humans does not mean that they don´t need to respect them after all. Though not only supernatural beings will do this, but often stronger humans [mostly guys who like to show off] will be disrespectful just because he´s not 6´3˝ and a mountain of muscle.
Lucifer is quite complicated and though he can appear a total arrogant, self-loving bastard at times [and in fact is to some extent], he can be very nice and loving to people he cares for. However, it can happen that his pride gets in the way and he acts a bit cold toward others. He isn´t always all that nice when he´s himself, so with his other side it´s not really a good/bad side thing, but mostly the darker side is more intense and even less bound by morals than Lucifer usually is.Background Check;;
Family Members: Lucifer has only ever considered Flavius as his family. He doesn´t know who his real family was or is, if they are still alive, nor does he care. Someone who abandons you a child is not worth knowing about.
School Attended: Lucifer was tutored privately since classes are usually during the day and he slept those through mostly.
Graduation Year: Since he never went to school he also never graduated.
History:
His first memories are from when he was about the three years old. The memories are of himself curled up beside a big wooden box in a dark, dirty alley and he´s crying, cold, hungry and badly frightened. His first memory of a person is also from that time and is of a tall, mysterious man leaning down to him and scooping him up in his arms. The next part is only short, rather unconnected memories of him being carried trough the night, the interruptions are probably due to him falling asleep and waking up several times since he had been exhausted. Also there is a memory of waking curled up on the back seat of a car with a coat laid over him to keep him warm. The next time he woke up, he was under a warm blanket on a huge bed in a beautifully furnished room which was his room in that manor from then on.
Lucifer´s childhood after he had been taken in by the vampire was rather normal. Or that´s how he sees it even though most people wouldn´t consider it normal to grow up in beautiful, insanely expensive manors around the world and being surrounded by vampires most of the time. However, if you never knew any other way of living, you see it as normal. Flavius, which is the vampires name, took care of Lucifer´s education together with some other vampires that were often present. He learned a lot since he showed interest in most subjects, even though of course more for some than others. He never thought Maths all that exciting but liked Literature and History very much, also Biology. But he wasn´t schooled only in various scientific subjects but also in the way of good manners – knowing how to behave in high society. The other things Lucifer learned were fencing, playing the violin, different languages, horse riding, traditional dances… Just what aristocrats would have their children learn.
Lucifer was spoiled a great deal since he could have whatever he needed or wished for. Of course he was also punished when he did something wrong, after all, otherwise children tend to get out of hand if you let them get away with everything. The punishment was never too severe, but enough for him to learn what he should do and what not. But it was also rarely really necessary, since Lucifer tried hard to please the man who had taken him in. He never really saw Flavius as his father and never called him that, unless they were among mortals and it had been requested of him to do so. Instead he took to referring to Flavius as Master, out of his own will, mostly to show his gratitude and devotion to the vampire. Even though Lucifer called Flavius Master, he was never his servant in any way.
As Lucifer was growing up, he started changing from a pretty, innocent looking young boy with wide sapphire eyes to a young man, or rather still more boy, who already showed the qualities of the beautiful young man he would become.
Lucifer never attended high school since it is kind of hard to do that if you sleep trough the whole day most of the time and are awake at night. But it never bothered him since he received all the education he needed and wanted from Master and his friends.
By that time Lucifer was already a beautiful young man whose appearance demanded attention. He still kept some of that innocent look but by now he had learned to mostly use his dazzling smiles and charm on others on purpose and not only coincidentally as he had done before. Lucifer had learned to spend some time alone among mortals by now and did, enjoy going out with his normal, human, friends now and then. Maybe on a concert, dancing or just to hang out together or for a few drinks. But still he spent most of his time with Master and the vampires who were frequent guests at all of Flavius´ manors around the world. Lucifer was more used to them than he was to mortals, so he felt more at home with them. Especially he liked to spend as much time as possible with Master, whom he absolutely adored and with whom they were lovers for some time now.
Lucifer was happy at that time, but things just had to go wrong at some point, because you can never stay happy for too long. At some point Master started to spend less time with Lucifer, leaving him alone to do whatever he wanted. Lucifer assumed that it was just a phase or Flavius simply had a few things to settle, since there had occasionally been things that had taken some time to care of before. A perfect explanation for Master´s absence. So Lucifer just used the time to hang around with his mortal friends more and so, which was fun, even though he still missed spending time with Flavius a lot. When things didn´t change, Lucifer asked Master about it, but was told to just have fun. He was a human and should really start spending mroe time with humans. It did take some time to get used to not being able to spend much time with Flavius anymore, it was depressing, but he managed.
However it all became a completely different story when a vampire moved into the manor he had been sharing with Flavius. Not that there weren´t usually vampires around, they stayed for a few days or even weeks, but this time it seemed to be for longer and Flavius was spending a great deal of time with this newcomer. Not hard to guess that Lucifer didn´t like any of it, not one bit. He did tolerate it for some time but then went into a fit, throwing questions at Master at random. Was he not beautiful enough anymore? Not good enough? Didn´t he love him enough? What the hell was Flavius thinking? A long talk followed in which Master tried to explain that it wasn´t that but simply that he needed a companion who was like him. It, of course, resulted in another fit and the question why he didn´t just simply make Lucifer a vampire. He wouldn´t mind, he was willing to become an immortal and even knew very well what he would become. That was Lucifer´s opinion anyway. Flavius refused to change him, especially as young as he was, without having much experience as a normal human. Maybe he was afraid that Lucifer would be too detached from humans and it would make him cruel. But he didn´t tell, simply refused to bring him over.
Lucifer got it into his head that Master simply didn´t see him as worthy or good enough to be made an immortal and it hurt him deeply. Also he grew to loath the vampire that had come between them, even though it really wasn´t the other´s fault. It was just the thought that Flavius thought the vampire better than Lucifer and thus Lucifer was being pushed aside again. The fear of being abandoned again, as he had been as a child started growing in him and he hated the mere thought of it, feared it also. But at the same he felt betrayed. He loved Flavius so much, he was willing to do anything for him and the vampire was rejecting him, was unwilling to make him his immortal companion. Instead he had chosen some vampire, one who would never love him as sincerely as Lucifer loved him, would never one as loyal and devoted. Of course Lucifer´s pride was also hurt, his ego having suffered quite a blow trough the whole thing. It was impossible for him to understand how Master could prefer the vampire to him.
Hatred, envy, jealousy, fear… they were all nagging at Lucifer constantly, making it hard to see things rationally. Or even completely saintly for that matter. Hell, he could feel his sanity slipping sometimes and couldn´t do a thing to stop it. At times he had no idea what he was doing, then he had blackouts. After those, he couldn´t remember what he had been doing or even thinking during that time. Sometimes he would suddenly be standing somewhere, like he had just woken up, without having any idea how he had gotten there. If he tried to think about what had been happening, the results were murderous headaches so he gave it up after a few tries. He couldn´t remember it anyway so why torture himself? A time came when he locked himself in his room for nights, refusing to answer to anyone who tried to come in or talk him into coming out. He would just sit there, staring in front of himself and wouldn´t even react to Flavius calling him or trying to talk to him trough the door or even into his mind. Flavius was being stupid… just wait and see, it wouldn´t be long until the other vampire left him or even betrayed him.
The whole thing dragged on for some time, before it escalated, breaking the possibilities of fixing things completely. Lucifer never could remember what exactly had happened. At least not what had been going on before the moment when he found himself kneeing over the other vampire, doing his best to slice his head of with a long dagger while his eyes gleamed insanely. He had surprised the vampire, otherwise he´d never be able to overpower such a strong being. But living among vampires taught you how to surprise them also, even though it wasn´t easy. Hell he´d done a decent job on this one, good enough to have a fair chance of getting rid of the damned thing once and for all. Maybe he would have succeeded if Master hadn´t come and pulled him away. Or maybe he would have gotten killed. It was impossible to tell really. The vampire wasn´t that old and powerful, stronger than any human, yes but not nearly as strong as Master. Lucifer had cried his eyes out after he realized that he´d almost killed. It had never been his way to even think about killing anyone, not even in self defence, much less like this. Also the disappointment in Flavius´ gaze as he looked at him was so painful to bear; it almost made him cry again.
But he didn´t. Putting up all his defences, he just nodded when Flavius told him that it was for the best if he left. He could see that Master wasn´t cold and emotionless when he said it, he looked like it pained him to do this, to send him away. But to hell with that. Then he souldn´t have told him to. That was what Lucifer´s pride was telling him. He could probably have begged to be forgiven and maybe things could have been fixed but he hadn´t since he was much too proud for something like that. The same night, Lucifer packed most of his things and left, his held high in arrogance, showing that he would certainly not apologize or beg. Flavius would see with time that had been right…
Since then Lucifer has started living a new life, doing his best to just forget the whole mess. Of course it´s impossible to forget most of your life so far, but maybe with time… Some vampires tend to make him bitter now since there is still the fact that he could have been Master´s companion even now had he been one of them or had Flavius made him to one of them. So he sometimes shows a distaste for vampires, but will eventually get along with some if they are a pleasant person and persistent enough to get him to really get to know them. Mainly he dislikes female vampires more at first since Flavius´ new sweetheart was a woman vampire. It´s al a bit complicated since though he dislikes vampires at first, Lucifer likes being bitten by them.
Code Word:poof the magic fairy babyMad Skills;;
A scream that went from high pitched to gurgling sounds cut through the silence of the dark alley, followed by the dull thud of something soft yet firm hitting the ground. A cold laughter could be heard as the gurgling, choking sounds died away before it died away and was replaced by low chuckles. A faint glint of amusement in the sapphire eyes went with the chuckles as Lucifer dipped his fingers into the cooling blood on the ground, lifting the digits in front of his face and observed the dark fluid. It seemed black with the lack of light, pity that, the crimson shade of blood was much nicer, but ah well. One couldn´t have anything.
Standing up from his crouching position, the young man swept his long, raven hair from his face with his clean hand, taking a last look at the corpse, before heading toward the exit of the alley. Stupid bastard deserved it. Firstly for mistaking him for a woman and perfect rape victim, secondly for still wanting to rape him after realizing that he was certainly not a woman. Besides, he´d been good for quite some time now, not interfering with anything his nicer, more merciful side did. But the other him would have been unable to hurt the man as much as he deserved, so he just HAD to get involved. That it suited him very much to still his lust for violence and blood was only another plus.
A good half an hour later, Lucifer found himself in a completely different part of the city than he remembered being in. He had been in a club in the south part but now he found that he was quite far north. Shaking his head, he pulled a hand trough his hair, wondering why his hands were wet and his sleeves dripping, but dismissed it. He had probably drifted off in thought and leaned on something wet or something. Yeah. That had to be it. He was at the park, so he had probably leaned on the edge of a fountain while thinking. He found that he sometimes fell so deep in thought that he completely stopped paying attention to his surroundings and landed up at places he couldn´t remember going to. Like just now. He was just thankful that he never got into any trouble or anything. He could probably get mugged and wouldn’t even notice it if he couldn´t even remember walking that far. Lucifer told himself again each time, that he´d pay more attention to the world around him and not drift off like that again, but somehow he always did. There wasn´t even any pattern to it so he´d be able to avoid it. Ah well, as long as his luck held and he wouldn’t get into trouble it was probably okay anyway.