Post by Karlee Aurora Spencer on Nov 16, 2010 16:14:27 GMT -5
you're sick of feeling numb
i'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
The girl. . . whatever her name was. . . accepted the rather haphazard and sideways invitation to coffee and Nicola gave her a warm smile. I really need to work on remembering names, she thought to herself, too embarrassed to really ask her for her name again. It wasn’t her fault, she knew this, but she couldn’t help but feel a little bad every time she forgot a name, or what the person had just told her, or even a short list someone had given her to remember—if she hadn’t written it down, anyway.
She’d just hit her head a few too many times.
“Well cool! There’s a place right up the street, and I promise you don’t have to stick around any longer than you really want to,” Nicola sad, actually rather glad to have someone to hang out with who knew the pain of visiting the emergency room of doom and gloom. She smiled at the other woman and headed for the door, motioning for her to follow.
It felt good to get out of the stuffy hospital, away from the annoying nurses and doctors and all of the other staff that seemed to know who was she was and were determined to keep in the hospital by any means necessary. The slight breeze caressed her skin and she sighed happily, then glanced down either side of the hospital until she had decided which direction to go. “This way. . . . They sell like hot chocolate and smoothies and stuff too. I like their smoothies, but it might be too cold for them. Doesn’t really stop me when I can’t tell, though,” she said, blabbering a little bit as she searched for something to talk to about with this girl.
Nicola wasn’t sure if she wanted to outright tell this person about her condition, but something told her that the girl had already figured some of it out already by the questions she’d asked her in the hospital. If she knew anything about mega rare defects then she might have already figured out that she had CIPA. Admitting it and knowing that the girl knew were two different things, anyway, so she wasn’t really sure she was ready to put it all into words and make it official.
She’d just hit her head a few too many times.
“Well cool! There’s a place right up the street, and I promise you don’t have to stick around any longer than you really want to,” Nicola sad, actually rather glad to have someone to hang out with who knew the pain of visiting the emergency room of doom and gloom. She smiled at the other woman and headed for the door, motioning for her to follow.
It felt good to get out of the stuffy hospital, away from the annoying nurses and doctors and all of the other staff that seemed to know who was she was and were determined to keep in the hospital by any means necessary. The slight breeze caressed her skin and she sighed happily, then glanced down either side of the hospital until she had decided which direction to go. “This way. . . . They sell like hot chocolate and smoothies and stuff too. I like their smoothies, but it might be too cold for them. Doesn’t really stop me when I can’t tell, though,” she said, blabbering a little bit as she searched for something to talk to about with this girl.
Nicola wasn’t sure if she wanted to outright tell this person about her condition, but something told her that the girl had already figured some of it out already by the questions she’d asked her in the hospital. If she knew anything about mega rare defects then she might have already figured out that she had CIPA. Admitting it and knowing that the girl knew were two different things, anyway, so she wasn’t really sure she was ready to put it all into words and make it official.
Notes: ugh. sorry for the late posting. ><